Well, blimey...what is it, once a year I write in this?! Anyway, this is definitely the last time....to cut  along, dull tedious story short, not actually Victoria Morgan anymore, toyed with keeping this but I am Victoria *Somethingelse* so can't pretend to use this comfortably anymore or feel I can part with the cash to change the name! I have had a LJ for many millions of years called missmatronic which has always been used for regular updatey stuff as i felt I always had to keep this and that separate and, well, along with all the other life stuff thats gone on, I no longer feel I have to keep things apart more!  So if you want, feel free to wander over to missmatronic, and I hope none of you mind if I friend you over there?

Gaaaaah!  *Thud*  Squeak....OHMYGOD JAmes Marsters is going to be in Torchwood!  Aaaah!  Obsessions colliding in bad and very good way!  http://news.bbc.co.uk/1/hi/wales/6900670.stm

Any Spuffy fic recs?  I am so out the loop!  Or do you know any communities for fic recs?!

Well...blimey....I remember this place!  It has been over a year since I even logged in, and so so much has happened it would be silly to even type it all.  The biggest problem of the lot is that I'm not even Victoria Morgan anymore, the man that surname belonged to is very long gone, and I feel weird using it now.  (Only ever eused it cause its ounded cooler tha mine, lame I know!)  

Its weird, I just had a massive urge to come back here!  Anyway, I am going to spend the next three days or so reading and catching up and STUFF, and who knows after that.  If I carry on, it will be with a new journal and name as the whole Morgan thing?  TOOOOO odd.

After so long out the loop, I am definiteyl up for some good reccommendations from you crazy kids (if any of you read this, and remember me or this journal or anything!)  Anyway, toodles!

My not-date was rather fabulous, actually.......My not-date was a lovely, gorgeous man who paid for my drinks and made me laugh. I am smack bang in mid-smit, and I feel fifteen again and can't stop smiling.

Right then. The Bad.

The reason this was a Not-Date was the small, yet very important fact that I am still with Mr victoriamorgan. I know....I am a bad person.....

I met Mr Not-Date eight months ago and fell for him instantly, which prompted a lot of worrying and crying and similar stuff over my relationship back then, but then Mr Not-Date vanished back into the mists of time (err...) and I picked me and my relationship back up and carried on, but never quite the same. In matter of fact, I haven't slept with Mr Relationship since then, the co-incidence of that is something that has only just caught up with me. I've been in this relationship for three years, and the sad fact is that whilst I still love him, it's not in the right way anymore. He's my best friend, and I love him dearly, but very definitely not in that way anymore. What makes it worse is that he loves me so so much. I can't say it to him anymore, and he must know something is up, but....aargh! The re-appearance of Mr Not-Date in my life has now brought a certain urgency to proceedings, I REALLY like him, and I am not going to take the affair route over this. Mr Not-Date knows I have a boyfriend, and hence; the Not-Date.

I'm going to spilt up with my boyfriend, and it's going to hurt a lot. Not to mention the fact we live together, and have joint accounts and belongings.....But even if Mr Not Date comes to nothing, I know it's the right thing to do, because without drowning in clichés, he deserves to be with someone who loves him as much as he loves them.

Any words of wisdom would be very welcome.... :(

I have a sort of date tonight. My first date of any sort of descritpion whatsoever in three years. And I am absolutely crapping myself. I truly have THE FEAR. meeep.

Doctor Who and David Tennant were perfect. A very welcome return, I think!

Oh, I TOTALLY forgot to mention by the way....I got a new job in a theatre! This makes me very happy indeed!

Oh god, new obsession.....how is it that I watched the entire series of Doctor Who last year and just merely enjoyed it, no obsession or squeeing at all, but as soon as I watch the BBC3 repeats this last week, it appears to have takne me over in a rather disturbing way. I blame Captain Jack for everything, because while 9/Rose and maybe even 10/Rose could work, I'm all over Rose/Jack in a big way...and just when I had so many plans for the Easter weekend! I predict a few days surgically attached to my search engine coming up....Any Dr who fans on my flist while I'm at it??

Help me please, my brain has broken. Do vampires get hot and cold? Are they bothered by temperature? (Well, Buffyverse vampires at least) I think I left my brain on the bus today…

Gah! The unnamed WIP from previous post is kicking my head in...I can't seem to write any frther without it turning into a) a hideous Mills & Boon mess b) a rehash of the first bit over and over again or c)just.total.nonsense.

If you read it, do you have any suggestions? because I think this one is destined to end up in the file in the corner named "dooooooooomed".......

Hey, hello....I have a little WIP here, the first thing I've written that I'm happy with in an absolute age, so if anyone would mind, if you still remember me, could you take a peek? All crit eagerly recieved, I'm rusty at this!

It's Spuffy, big shock, and I'm not sure on a rating...it's pretty angsty, but I don't even think there's bad language, so I'd say PG-13 ish? Anyway, ( my nameles WIP )

I am a bad, bad writer, and an even naughtier beta. I will make it back one day for more than fleeting visits, I promise....just, not sure when! Life has gone upsidedown in the last few months, lots of changes, like cross country house moves, career path changing, not to mention nasty temp jobs and the debt accumaltion involved with unemployment (again) and useless post grad qualifications. I toyed wtih deleting this baby, but I'm going to have spare time one day again in this life, I swear!

I've made decision (or I would've if I could spell it properly). My life is going to be so crazy till, um, about October that I just am not going to be able to concentrate on my Spuffy. If I write anything, it will be bad. So I am leaving you all till I have handed in my thesis. Its just not fair to my work or my fic to do it badly, and I hope you all wait for me to come back! If you want to remove me from your f-list, I really don't mind, because I'm going to be the least contribute-y person ever, but I WILL be back, I promise! I shall miss you all!

First of all, happy birthday to kassto, hope everything was lovely and spangly for you!

I am still sulking at immense workload and immense lack of freetime. I have lots to do today, and will surely do NONE of it, and spend the whole day playing Dr Robotnik's Mean Bean Machine instead. Ican't remember the last time I sat down and did nothing. Wah, poor me. Someone did point out that I use the time I spend bitching on here about having no time to do stuff to actually do stuff, but, like, that's way too sensible.

I am horribly tired. New job started monday and it's ok so far, just soooooo much stuff to learn, I don't know how I'll do it waaaaaah! In between the next four weeks crazy training and the fact my research grant is under threat and needs three million meetings to resolve,I am never going to have time to read any fic at this rate, let alone write any. This makes me very sad, as I have hundreds of ideas in my head. If I don't feedback much, I haven't forgotten your brilliant stories I promise!

Eek! First day at new job tomorrow. What on earth will I wear?!

I've just realised that 2000 words of my 5000 word essay, due Monday as a major part of my research is totally irrelevant to the subject and if I hand it in as it is, I will be laughed off campus and never allowed back and therefore needs re-writing immediately, leaving me little or no time to write the rest of the essay. I am so so so screwed. Is it too early for hard liquor?

My bloody hormones have charge of me again. I went to see Batman Begins (which is the best damn film I've seen in aaaaages), and walked out of the cinema practically melting and mumbling incoherantly about Chistian Bale....*sigh* I am in those awful awesome early stages of major crush, with daydreams and very naughty thoughts popping up unexpectedly when I'm doing grocery shopping. There will be no website left unturned in my pursuit of Bale loving. Goodbye deadlines...

Riddle me this:
I know vampires are meant to have good eyesight, but if Spike (for want of a hotter better example) was in a pitch black room, exactly how well do you think he'd be able to see?

Also, I love it when I find new fic and new authors to read. Although I've not been writing my own fic very long, I have been reading Spuffy for...years, since Season 2 was aired in the UK, and I can't help but wonder sometimes if there are ANY authors I haven't found. Well, I found ladyanne04 and she is awesome. She's writen something for summer_of_spike and obviously, I had to go find her website immediately, and then not do any work all day while I read her. I can't reccommend her work highly enough, particularly Truce and Gloomy Little Tomb With No View.

Fangirling over.

Too hot here today.